blah... sunday

not much going on today...
i hate sundays. they're insanely depressing. but on the plus side: one week until spring break :]

i think i'll go recruit some friends to play tennis later today.

bye ;]

return to the world of blogging :)

wow. i haven't posted in a small forever.
but i think i'm reentering the world of blogging.

at the moment, i'm sitting in a 5-year-old's room, waiting for my parents to decide it's time to leave this party. i hate this. we have to go to parties with the same people every week. the only thing that changes is whose house it's held at. it's infuriating. god forbid we should have one saturday night to spend quietly and peacefully at home.

anyway. i got into a... squabble(?) with one of my best friend's yesterday over something so trivial it seems pointless in retrospect. i didn't realize exactly how important that friend was to me until the existence of our friendship was put in jeopardy. it left me with a queasy feeling in my stomach the whole day. we talked it out though, and we're good now, so i feel at ease ^_^

spirit day today... i planted a tree :) we had to dig an insanely deep hole. i stood in it and it swallowed up my legs until a couple of inches above the knee :o

mk, finally, i'm going home. so ecstatic!
27 dresses and a late night bowl of honey bunches of oats awaits my return to home :)

night <3


"The best antidote to fear is knowledge." - Ralph Waldo Emerson

eliminate

take away the colors
blur the shapes
silence the sounds
suppress all emotion

just eliminate the variables
constantly changeing
so distracting
infuriating
too much to focus on
too much to think about

i need solitude
emptiness
peace

please
i beg
just let me live in blankness for a while